Monday, August 18, 2008

TORN

I am torn because my mom won't let go. I am sad that she is suffering and don't want her to stay to comfort us.... "Just go Mom!" I keep thinking that and I am feeling guilty that I want her to go. I want it to be over with so we can move on and she can be at peace, in a better place.

2 comments:

Brandi said...

Hey Melanie!
She is one strong woman, always has been! She will go when the time is right. Take advantage of these sweet moments you have with your brothers, sisters and dad, comforting each other, crying together, and remembering. We love you guys and wish we were closer to be with you all!

Shelli said...

Don't feel guilty, Mel. Your feelings are so normal for this situation. We watched as Trevor's grandma went through the same thing, and it was so hard to see her suffer, but knowing she would be pain-free and in a better place when she passed made us think the same thing. "Just go".
Try not to feel guilty, you are going through so much right now. It is OKAY to feel the way you do.
Take care of each other so you can get through this. Lots of love to all of you!!!